unsure...

i'm still doubting about it =\
but i'm sure i wouldn't have the courage to speak up
haix...wad should i do?
trust u?...
i'm afraid of loosing u...
strength-less, hopeless, courage-less

i just hope i'll buck up
=\ in low spirit nowadays..
haix...
with you around, i'm sure i'll cheer up soon.
dun worry.

i didnt knw u'd be like this but,
i just hope you'll take my words in.

will time ever pause for a moment?

haix less thn a day to english end of year paper
how crappy.
i didnt bring the freaking format home to revise -.-
haix
i hope tmrw can go home straight aft the paper =\
4more days...
and i've yet to complete it
haixx

haix...

sometimes u should just tell me to shut up
if u dw to talk
instead of ignoring me -.-
cuz this isnt the first time u ignored me.

im dying to try that wine...
i've nvr tried it before...
=\ it contains 40% achl only
its gna be harmless...
cant i just try abit of it?
you're killing me...)=
even if u allow me to try it
i dun think i'll still wanna try it...
cuz i wont wanna break my words.

haix...

bitch, if every morning you're gonna repeat wad u say
i dun think i'll ever rest in peace.
for once cant u just keep ur fat mouth shut?
haix i had enuf from u.

haix i'm loosing control of everything that im doing...
caused myself many scars [even more to come]
over drank abit last night
whn i was told not to...
idk y im like this...)=

haix, i terribly sorry for making u worried...
i srsly dun wan u to continue worrying...
but i cant control myself...
i'm broken into a billion pieces now...
its impossible to get me fixed back to the original me...