Oh fuck man -.-
i think i go jump off the building better
the next few days/months are gna be harder for me to survive.
i just srsly dunno how to approach u n talk to u abt it
especially whn you r like ''in this condition''
argh.fuck sia.i have no idea wad to do.
haix.damn everything -,-
damn myself for knowing you
damn myself for accepting you
argh.
unsure...
i'm still doubting about it =\
but i'm sure i wouldn't have the courage to speak up
haix...wad should i do?
trust u?...
i'm afraid of loosing u...
strength-less, hopeless, courage-less
i just hope i'll buck up
=\ in low spirit nowadays..
haix...
with you around, i'm sure i'll cheer up soon.
dun worry.
i didnt knw u'd be like this but,
i just hope you'll take my words in.
but i'm sure i wouldn't have the courage to speak up
haix...wad should i do?
trust u?...
i'm afraid of loosing u...
strength-less, hopeless, courage-less
i just hope i'll buck up
=\ in low spirit nowadays..
haix...
with you around, i'm sure i'll cheer up soon.
dun worry.
i didnt knw u'd be like this but,
i just hope you'll take my words in.
will time ever pause for a moment?
haix less thn a day to english end of year paper
how crappy.
i didnt bring the freaking format home to revise -.-
haix
i hope tmrw can go home straight aft the paper =\
4more days...
and i've yet to complete it
haixx
how crappy.
i didnt bring the freaking format home to revise -.-
haix
i hope tmrw can go home straight aft the paper =\
4more days...
and i've yet to complete it
haixx
haix...
sometimes u should just tell me to shut up
if u dw to talk
instead of ignoring me -.-
cuz this isnt the first time u ignored me.
im dying to try that wine...
i've nvr tried it before...
=\ it contains 40% achl only
its gna be harmless...
cant i just try abit of it?
you're killing me...)=
even if u allow me to try it
i dun think i'll still wanna try it...
cuz i wont wanna break my words.
if u dw to talk
instead of ignoring me -.-
cuz this isnt the first time u ignored me.
im dying to try that wine...
i've nvr tried it before...
=\ it contains 40% achl only
its gna be harmless...
cant i just try abit of it?
you're killing me...)=
even if u allow me to try it
i dun think i'll still wanna try it...
cuz i wont wanna break my words.
haix...
bitch, if every morning you're gonna repeat wad u say
i dun think i'll ever rest in peace.
for once cant u just keep ur fat mouth shut?
haix i had enuf from u.
haix i'm loosing control of everything that im doing...
caused myself many scars [even more to come]
over drank abit last night
whn i was told not to...
idk y im like this...)=
haix, i terribly sorry for making u worried...
i srsly dun wan u to continue worrying...
but i cant control myself...
i'm broken into a billion pieces now...
its impossible to get me fixed back to the original me...
i dun think i'll ever rest in peace.
for once cant u just keep ur fat mouth shut?
haix i had enuf from u.
haix i'm loosing control of everything that im doing...
caused myself many scars [even more to come]
over drank abit last night
whn i was told not to...
idk y im like this...)=
haix, i terribly sorry for making u worried...
i srsly dun wan u to continue worrying...
but i cant control myself...
i'm broken into a billion pieces now...
its impossible to get me fixed back to the original me...
iKnow
I know hiding it from you is wrong
but idw u to get upset
but i know i still have to tell you abt it
otherwise whn u find out abt it you'll get even more upset
but im still hesitating to tell you abt it...
but idw u to get upset
but i know i still have to tell you abt it
otherwise whn u find out abt it you'll get even more upset
but im still hesitating to tell you abt it...
Lalala
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Okays, i really want to off now le x.x
i said that 20minutes ago but im still not off x.x
cuz got one chat after another..
from ebuddy to facebook then to chatango =.=
kk gtg will be posting at my second blog. o/ (:
Do tag me there^^
Okays, i really want to off now le x.x
i said that 20minutes ago but im still not off x.x
cuz got one chat after another..
from ebuddy to facebook then to chatango =.=
kk gtg will be posting at my second blog. o/ (:
Happy 45th National Day!
Ytd
Did nth much ytd :l
Just did revision for math...
Aft that went to sleep at 12+
Today
Nothing much about today as well...
Haish i wanted to do the e-learning thing...
But i just suddenly didnt felt like doing so cuz i have no idea how to put the info together :l
Haix chat with kor and irah on msn today
Thats all...nth else to post abt le...
Blog another time (:
Did nth much ytd :l
Just did revision for math...
Aft that went to sleep at 12+
Today
Nothing much about today as well...
Haish i wanted to do the e-learning thing...
But i just suddenly didnt felt like doing so cuz i have no idea how to put the info together :l
Haix chat with kor and irah on msn today
Thats all...nth else to post abt le...
Blog another time (:
Weeheex
Ytd
NDP ytd x.x boring siaa
I was on duty ):
Than i missed the concert everything!!
And i even missed my free milo n cereal! ):
Than while on duty the ndp end le ma than jacelyn saw me thr
And came over ask me wad time end
Thn i ask if still have milo n the cereal ):
She say need go hall take de haish ):
Than she say she dw hers o.o so she she give me ^^
Everything ended ta about 11.20 liddat whn th tcher say will end at estimated 1--
Ate lunch in sku
So called lunch.. cuz i only ate the sushi n fruit-tart =P
The wasabi was awesome xD but spicy :|
Than aft the duty end le went to hougang change n to eat lunch
Instead of eating there bring back to sze house to eat -.- which was smwhr near hougang de..
Than aft we eat go use com
Until i was late for the meet up ):
Than whn i reach compass saw my kor n rey n sm1 else ._. thr
Thn ltr jiamin call rey say she waitin at hougang...
So we had to go to hougang...
Waste my trip to compass ):
Whn we reach hougang saw jiamin waiting thr
Than walk around
Than aft that we went to eat dessert
Aft that walk around... Than went home
Thats all ^^
NDP ytd x.x boring siaa
I was on duty ):
Than i missed the concert everything!!
And i even missed my free milo n cereal! ):
Than while on duty the ndp end le ma than jacelyn saw me thr
And came over ask me wad time end
Thn i ask if still have milo n the cereal ):
She say need go hall take de haish ):
Than she say she dw hers o.o so she she give me ^^
Everything ended ta about 11.20 liddat whn th tcher say will end at estimated 1--
Ate lunch in sku
So called lunch.. cuz i only ate the sushi n fruit-tart =P
The wasabi was awesome xD but spicy :|
Than aft the duty end le went to hougang change n to eat lunch
Instead of eating there bring back to sze house to eat -.- which was smwhr near hougang de..
Than aft we eat go use com
Until i was late for the meet up ):
Than whn i reach compass saw my kor n rey n sm1 else ._. thr
Thn ltr jiamin call rey say she waitin at hougang...
So we had to go to hougang...
Waste my trip to compass ):
Whn we reach hougang saw jiamin waiting thr
Than walk around
Than aft that we went to eat dessert
Aft that walk around... Than went home
Thats all ^^
Omg!
Ytd
The Blood Pledge was so freaking awesome!!
Went out with sp and two other guys to amk hub
The sound impact was freaking loud :l
Hahax, didn't really talk much ytd =P
But they were funny hahax. ^^
Today
Jeslyn came to my house for the sake of using the com -.-
The point of her coming to my house is to the the music project.
But aft that she asked if she could go facebook like a zillion times
Geez she was annoying -.-
Than aft that we went out for lunch
And she bought oyster sauce cuz her mum need or sth
Than aft that i went to buy ice-cream
Cuz it was my dads' B`day ^^
Idk wad to give ma so buy ice-cream lor hahax
I wanted to buy the magnum ice-cream
But than later will melt ma
So i bought the F & N meadow gold cookies and cream ^^
Than after i buy the ice-cream liao jeslyn say her mum call her tell her no need buy
And she ask me lend her $2
And she say she give me the oyster sauce
Than i ask her if its give or sell
Than she say she sell the oyster sauce to me -.-
WTF? I at home alr have oyster sauce she tell me that its i buy from her
kns luh -.-
sian -_-
Aft that went home with the ice-cream(: , läkerol^^ and freaking oyster sauce --ll
thats all, post another time ba (:
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The Blood Pledge was so freaking awesome!!
Went out with sp and two other guys to amk hub
The sound impact was freaking loud :l
Hahax, didn't really talk much ytd =P
But they were funny hahax. ^^
Today
Jeslyn came to my house for the sake of using the com -.-
The point of her coming to my house is to the the music project.
But aft that she asked if she could go facebook like a zillion times
Geez she was annoying -.-
Than aft that we went out for lunch
And she bought oyster sauce cuz her mum need or sth
Than aft that i went to buy ice-cream
Cuz it was my dads' B`day ^^
Idk wad to give ma so buy ice-cream lor hahax
I wanted to buy the magnum ice-cream
But than later will melt ma
So i bought the F & N meadow gold cookies and cream ^^
Than after i buy the ice-cream liao jeslyn say her mum call her tell her no need buy
And she ask me lend her $2
And she say she give me the oyster sauce
Than i ask her if its give or sell
Than she say she sell the oyster sauce to me -.-
WTF? I at home alr have oyster sauce she tell me that its i buy from her
kns luh -.-
sian -_-
Aft that went home with the ice-cream(: , läkerol^^ and freaking oyster sauce --ll
thats all, post another time ba (:
Happy B`day Dad ^^
Irah: Cheer up bestie i'm sure you'll get back with him soon kay (:
Charlotte: i wonder when i'll eat chocolate. dun run away when u see me (:
Sp: Don't forget my chocolate on monday! ^^
To all :
Dun link me.Tys.And leave a tag :D ♥
Ahhh!
Can't wait for tmrw ^^v wonder how thing will turn out...
Watching The Blood Pledge tmrw too! xD can't wait sia
xDD go watch the trailer! ^
Its so freaking cool xD
Heres the plot : It follows four good friends in a Catholic girls' high school - Unjoo, Soy, Eugene and Eun-young, who swear their friendship with blood late one night at chapel within their school compound. They promise each other that their bond will last through death, so much that they are even willing to die together. Strange rumours start to spread at the girls' school after Unjoo committed suicide one night. Unjoo's younger sister Jung-un who attends the same school gets suspicious about Unjoo's death. The remaining friends are then chased by death as their promise weighs heavily over them.
Can't wait ^^
Haiz.. i hope this meet up wouldnt break our friendship or so yea..
Hope everything goes well tmrw
Gawsh i think i gonna be muted tmrw somehow hahax
I'll try to speak up i guess .___.
Today
Had boring lessons as usual
And there was p.e too xD
Did skipping today
I skipped about 415? not too sure skip too fast le skip until like some siao za bo
Hahax jkjk skipped 15 lesser than sp D:
Was attempting to do criss-cross and double under and running steps
I failed to do double under and running steps somehw haha
Than today during cca also need to skip and i skipped about 300+?
And again attempted to do double under n running steps
But i guess i only manage to do running steps :l
Lalaas..Training was kinda boring...
As usual did PT
And while we were having training, the uniform groups and band
Was rehearsing for some NDP thing
And the band the music was so loud that we cant hear wad th coach was sayin
Hahax so he had to repeat quite afew times
Aft that went home with sp
The bus was freaking crowded siaa
Most of the adults like squeeze their way on to the bus
By thinking they were very slim ==
Almost had problems getting of the bus
Than at the lift downstairs i saw claudia.. o.O
And a primary school kid and her parents i think...
Quite surprising cuz its just 1storey below only..
Thats the end of today i guess..No idea wads gonna happen at night though..
Thats all i guess..updating another time..
Buhbyes.
I hope i dun flood my world with tears again tonite..
Watching The Blood Pledge tmrw too! xD can't wait sia
xDD go watch the trailer! ^
Its so freaking cool xD
Heres the plot : It follows four good friends in a Catholic girls' high school - Unjoo, Soy, Eugene and Eun-young, who swear their friendship with blood late one night at chapel within their school compound. They promise each other that their bond will last through death, so much that they are even willing to die together. Strange rumours start to spread at the girls' school after Unjoo committed suicide one night. Unjoo's younger sister Jung-un who attends the same school gets suspicious about Unjoo's death. The remaining friends are then chased by death as their promise weighs heavily over them.
Can't wait ^^
Haiz.. i hope this meet up wouldnt break our friendship or so yea..
Hope everything goes well tmrw
Gawsh i think i gonna be muted tmrw somehow hahax
I'll try to speak up i guess .___.
Today
Had boring lessons as usual
And there was p.e too xD
Did skipping today
I skipped about 415? not too sure skip too fast le skip until like some siao za bo
Hahax jkjk skipped 15 lesser than sp D:
Was attempting to do criss-cross and double under and running steps
I failed to do double under and running steps somehw haha
Than today during cca also need to skip and i skipped about 300+?
And again attempted to do double under n running steps
But i guess i only manage to do running steps :l
Lalaas..Training was kinda boring...
As usual did PT
And while we were having training, the uniform groups and band
Was rehearsing for some NDP thing
And the band the music was so loud that we cant hear wad th coach was sayin
Hahax so he had to repeat quite afew times
Aft that went home with sp
The bus was freaking crowded siaa
Most of the adults like squeeze their way on to the bus
By thinking they were very slim ==
Almost had problems getting of the bus
Than at the lift downstairs i saw claudia.. o.O
And a primary school kid and her parents i think...
Quite surprising cuz its just 1storey below only..
Thats the end of today i guess..No idea wads gonna happen at night though..
Thats all i guess..updating another time..
Buhbyes.
I hope i dun flood my world with tears again tonite..
Haiz..
Haiz..
No one can predict wad will happen in life
But wtvr happens in life we've all got to face it..
We all know there's no point avoiding it
But there are certain things in life that we really want
My one and only wish is to just transfer to another sku
And go for a better cca
Its such a simple wish
But its never gonna come true..haiz
Life is so depressing..how I wish it could end now D:
No one can predict wad will happen in life
But wtvr happens in life we've all got to face it..
We all know there's no point avoiding it
But there are certain things in life that we really want
My one and only wish is to just transfer to another sku
And go for a better cca
Its such a simple wish
But its never gonna come true..haiz
Life is so depressing..how I wish it could end now D:
I've been crying this past few days
For certain reasons
Its just a wish why cant it be granted?!
For certain reasons
Nth much today :l
Yay Spain won =P
Assembly started half an hour later
Cuz of the world cup final :l
Haiz i rather they make it half day of sku
x.x currently chiong-in my chinese compo :l
Cuz i'll be dead if i dun hand up tmrw z.x tcher gonna nag like siao
Haiz.. :l i wanna drop chinese lehh
z.x can't unstd a damn my chinese teacher is teaching
And the more she tries to make her lesson interesting
The more BORING it is -.-#
Haiz..Gonna write crap in my compo nw..
Post next time :l
Buh byes =PP
Yay Spain won =P
Assembly started half an hour later
Cuz of the world cup final :l
Haiz i rather they make it half day of sku
x.x currently chiong-in my chinese compo :l
Cuz i'll be dead if i dun hand up tmrw z.x tcher gonna nag like siao
Haiz.. :l i wanna drop chinese lehh
z.x can't unstd a damn my chinese teacher is teaching
And the more she tries to make her lesson interesting
The more BORING it is -.-#
Haiz..Gonna write crap in my compo nw..
Post next time :l
Buh byes =PP
Harlowx ppl
Juz gonna make a short post :l
Err...Well sort of quitted habbo at 10.45 juz nw =PP
Cause charlotte agreed to it :D
Though wenwei didnt really agree ._.
So i quit liao
Should be cuz i found it boring ba =P
Some more every time on liao juz loiter or afk there de
So...Buhbyes habbo (:
Well...I'll still go back once in awhile
Err...f.y.i Furni and Credits there will remain at mai acc
Juz in case someone wan take =þ
xDD err.. thats all le ba :l
Still not done with packing...Lolx
Just found my sleeping bag xD
Wonder how will camp go...
Just looking forward to the flying fox only..
Some ppl say at night at the flying fox thr got ghost wor
Heex so interesting xD Hoping to sleep in Hut8 :D
Cuz thr also got ghost i think
Kkayx I think thats all le ba..
Blog again aft my camp (:
Buh byes ;DBtw cont vote for these urls: th-sensationalfeeling.blogspot.com[2] th-serenewinter.bs.com[3] th-temptation.bs.com[4]
Boring day.. :|
Didnt go sku today
Haiz.. Finally uploaded the pictures we took last time :D
-_-ll
Weee finally...a proper picture of us...lolx
lalaa..x.x
Err.. Thats all the pics le i guess xD
Looking forward to our next outing ^^
Have camp tmrw D: Haiz..
Dun feel like going lehh x.x
Just looking forward to the flying fox only :l
If there is...
Haiz wonder wad we going to eat and whr we gonna sleep -.-
Argh!...Can't find my sleeping bag wth...
Thats all le bah..
I need go pack my camp bag le x.z
Buh byes
Okays, guess im gonna blog abt ytd..
Hmms..
Was planning to go Causeway at first de D:
But thn someone wanted go Great World hahahax
So we decided go there lor
Reached there at abt 4+ i guess
Thn we walk around see here see thr lolx
Thn we decided go find some place to eat
And took 15mins+
And decided to munch at McDonalds
Plus since it was 5+ liddat liao thn we ate it as dinner lolx
Aft tht we went to molecue :l or was it before?? lolx xDD
When we went in we saw like super small sofa like for kids de
And some of them so looked like from pet society >.<
The accessories there was kinda nice as well :D and interesting xD
Most interesting thing there was erm... :l
The lighter and the cute lil sofas :DD
Oh oh! and this diamond shaped chair too hahax
Err thn we cont. walking thn we went to Harris
Thn mai dear gt somethin for mee :D
Lolx next time will put the picture of that item up de
Aft we went Harris we went to cold storage
Was stupid but i had to ==
Thn aft that we took some pics
Thn went home
And almost lost our way x.X
Thats all le ba
Blog another time :D
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Continue voting :DD thx buh byes (:
Hmm.. Lemme share something about ytd
Ytd went to J8 with germ
Thn she go gib books == to the library
After that we walked around j8 like siao
Cause kfc, Mc and food junction were lyk v.crowded
We walked like for about 15mins+
Looking for whr to eat
Thn in th end she decided food juntion zz
Thn we went to the so called arcade i forgt wads it called
Walked around looking at nail polish -.- , wallets n clothes
Aft tht she bring me go get privilege card thing
Dk for wad zzz
Thn after tht we decided to go home
Thn whn we walked out i thought someone drop smth..
Thn aft tht i look around thn saw this auntie
rubbing her knee?
Thn i ask germaine wad happen to her
She said tht auntie banged into a glass O.O
Err.. omg? The glass got so clear till she did even see it meh?
Or she thot it was a door? ._.
Aft she walked into the glass she just headed for the mrt ..
Thn aft tht went home le
Thts all blog another time (:
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1vote for th-serenewinter.bs.com
Need about 2more votes ba
Thts all Buhbyes
Gonna make about 2post today i guess xDD
On Wed went out with mai dearest xD
We were actually meeting at 2pm de
Thn delayed til 3pm
Cuz I was sewing halfway through thn delayed
Aft that whn sew finish le found my house keys missing -.-
Thn I searched like siao
Thn my mum say she took it cus she cant find hers
Wth?? Thn hw i go out
Become I have to find her key -.-
It took me 20mins to find it -.-
Aft that rushed to the circle line zz
Thn whn i reached the train like juz arrived
We headed off for bishan thn chnge red line
Thn went to novena square xD
We were sort of hungry le thn decided to eat lunch
While eating noticed that it was like dinner cuz it was 5pm le
Thn aft tht walked around
Walked till we went to velocity
Aft that went back to novena square
Was around 7 le
Cont. to walk around but have nth much le
So I sms-ed around if have any other place to go :l
Thn got the replies aft 20mins?
Thn we decided go Raffles City :D
Went thr le thn walk around :l
Walked until we went to city link..
Thn we found th place abit familiar like we gt go bfore de..
We cont. walking thn saw th place we went to last time..
Aft tht went home at 8.30
Thn I was in the mrt thn whn reach Dhoby Ghaut
This guy just barged his way out of the mrt
Wtf? -.- The train doors just open only
So chiong for wad sehh?
Didnt even say excuse me or so -.-
Was he like a mute or something?
Dun wan cont. bitchin here le --
Thats all bah z.x
Buh byes
Hellox (:
Just gonna make a short post xD
Was considering of changing my blog url
So these are the ones I've thought of so far...
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